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my relationships and growth

Relationships:


Of any kind.
Need to be nurtured.
And fed.
And taken care of.

Just like anything that grows.

If you ignore, don't feed it, and give poison instead of love, then the only thing that grows, (if it grows at all) is rotten, and will eventually die. But I believe, that relationships, of all kinds, need to be nurtured...and when the other person is not willing to open up, talk, comply, forgive, forget or surrender, then you are in the wrong relationship.

And sometimes, it is just too hard to let go.

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Sitting briefly for a moment
I remember why I am here
That which led me
Drove me
Picked me up
And plopped me

It was a rough drop
But needed

You know you have the key in your pocession
You just need to find the hidden spot
Pick it up
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I crave warmth right now
From everyone
And from the seasons
The wind sharpens me
Makes me slither into my bed
Sleep away my depth
But not for long
Not for long

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FRIENDSHIP

There is really nothing like it.
It is just felt.
In a really great way.

Me and a good group of friends of ours just celebrated our 10 year anniversary. It was cute, because somebody sent an email, saying "Happy Anniversary." And it is so true. We all live in different parts of the country. We all talk on email almost every day. We try to have a -Rousta- Vacation once a year and all meet up somewhere.
BUT...I could go 6 months without talking to them, call them up one day, and it feels like it was yesterday that we were hanging out.

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I love these people like they were my family.
And they are.

Ahhhh.....
Good thoughts circulating today.

LADYBUG

This was something that I wrote a few months ago.
It popped into my head as I woke up that morning.

(Have been bad about keeping up with the blog....but here is the start of a second try.)

Demons

Well, here ya go. Starting off with a bang. Let it all hang out. No secrets. That is what a blog is for right? Well here is my art, my mind, my soul....

I might be crazy. I like to draw the demons that I see. I see faces everywhere. I noticed it when I would take a long, hot, steamy bath at one of my favorite houses in Austin. So ya know those little bathroom tiles in shower... that have all those swirly, whirlies, and they makes shapes. Well....I saw TONS of demons there. And then I started noticing them everywhere. But I didn't start drawing them until I got to Boston. I have photos of some of the demons....to compare with the drawing. But man....I really wish I would have done the ones that I saw at that house in Austin. Those demons were amazing.